I am thankful
… for the gift of life
… for my family
… for every moment I’m breathing
Actually today, I received some bad news. It’s bad because it has tremendous impact on my future. If I gaze intently on the gloomy side of it, I think I could have committed suicide. Well, I am still quite private person, so I won’t divulge the details. It looks like there’s very little hope left… and I’m hanging by a thread.
Well, I cried…
… talked to myself
… reasoned with my mind
… sympathized with my heart’s feelings
… and hanged on that little small faith I have to God
… and relied on His strength
The good thing was that, my mother encouraged me a lot. She was silent but I know she was hurting too! She sympathized with my decision to be still, quiet and sober. Actually she said nothing at all but it said everything.
My friends would never knew how painful it is for me. It’s stupid but I prefer to keep it myself. But I know they are always available if I choose to. I am a listening ear, but I don’t like talking about my feelings.
Glad, this post will not ask me back and make me elaborate. Something really unfortunate happened but I’m giving thanks. I am happy. I couldn’t be happier if life were so simple.
And thank you to my soul twin, who’s always with me even if the world is crumbling down. I’ve been in my worst these days, but like a real twin, he sticked it with me. Thank God, you’re heaven sent!
Disclaimer: I am not pregnant. How would I be?
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